When I first got my record deal, I was like, 'I just want to sing,' and I never put much thought into what really goes into a record. But as I got older, I developed a passion for writing. Before I wasn't sure what I wanted to say, but now, I have had so many different experiences that they have given me what I want to get across in my music.

It was great! I worked with someone who has been with me since the first record, so she knows me really well. I have already told her the craziest things about my life, so I felt comfortable. We wrote most of the music on the balcony off my bedroom; we would just go up there and sit with our laptops and come up with ideas and melodies. It was the first time I used my most personal experiences--it was almost like a therapy session when I sat down and wrote with her.

It is scary to open up for the first time--but these feelings are human emotions that everyone goes through, so I know people will relate to it. Sometimes I got scared of being too honest, because being in the public eye I have always tried to hide my personal life. But I realized that isn't healthy. I think people are going to learn a lot about me with this record.

I just filmed this indie movie with John Cusack. It is so crazy and out there--so it was a big step taking on a project that was so different than anything I have done. And, it was in Bulgaria. I went all by myself and without knowing anyone. But it was all worth it and life-changing in so many ways.

Oh, I love him--I have the biggest crush on him! He's so cute, sweet, and smart. He gave me all these books to read before I left for Bulgaria. I love that he is just thinking all the time. And he is very nurturing--whenever I had a tough scene he was there for me.